When I was assigned this blog post: \u201cHow do we resist, in the sense of resisting the narratives you are working with, the tools you have been presented with, the challenges and biases you have faced as a student researcher\/digital scholar, and even your own research?\u201d Memories of everyone telling me I couldn\u2019t do something because I was a girl or an undergraduate researcher flooded into my head all at once. I hoped to take the weekend to clear my head and find an answer because I didn\u2019t think that just researching military subjects as a woman was an acceptable answer. Just existing can be a form of resistance in some cases, especially more extreme ones, but I don\u2019t consider that my case. I thought about it over the weekend, especially as I went to two events with very different audiences: The Civil War Institute Conference, with a demographic of mainly older, white, straight, men; and D.C. Pride, a celebration of the LGBTQA+ community, with more diversity of races, ages, sexualities, etc. than I think I\u2019ve ever seen. While I went to Pride and talked to people about what I was doing with research, I felt guilty. Why was I not covering these people? My people.<\/p>\n
It\u2019s been a constant debate in my mind: should I be doing something else? My project is literally following the cream of the crop of America, young white men with the privilege that got them into West Point in the first place. Many are from prestigious or rich families, others had fathers who had political or upper-echelon military connections. Am I resisting by merely being a woman doing this research? There are no women, no people of color, very little diversity in nationality or religion, and per many historians, LGBTQA+ did not exist until the sexual revolution in the 20th<\/sup> century. Am I continuing the Great White Man tradition of history?<\/p>\n Especially among higher up academics that I have talked with, there seems to be a discouragement from women doing any other history besides gender history, or more specifically women\u2019s history. Especially in war. Because of the \u201cnew cultural history\u201d there has been a focus on diverse scholars covering diverse topics, but only the topics that fit them. Women should focus on women\u2019s history, black people should work on black history, and so on. Like the Civil War for example, women focus on Southern women, Clara Barton, mourning dresses, etc. That\u2019s not diversity, that is segregation.<\/p>\n \u201cOnly a small number of female historians \u2013 notably Barbara Tuchman \u2013 have specialised in military subjects, while feminist academics have highlighted specific contributions made by women.\u201d -Katie Adie (https:\/\/www.theguardian.com\/commentisfree\/2013\/sep\/23\/first-world-war-women-remember-them<\/a>)<\/p>\n Feminism is equality. Feminism in academia does not mean shoving women into a separate space in which they can just do women\u2019s history. Feminism in academia means letting women go into whatever subfield of history they desire and integrating them with the existing community. Resistance in history can mean studying rights movements and telling untold narratives but it can also mean changing the community of history. Existence is not enough; normalization is the goal. When a fifteen-year-old girl isn\u2019t mocked for going into military history, or a sophomore college student isn\u2019t told that she should go into gender studies simply because it\u2019s what women in history do, that\u2019s when we\u2019ll know.<\/p>\n \u201cThe gender of the scholar is beside the point and limiting our reading of a particular approach to one set of voices can only serve to diminish debate and, ultimately understanding. So dividing facets of the history of the war into men\u2019s and women\u2019s history is a pointless exercise.\u201d \u2013 Jessica Meyer (https:\/\/armsandthemedicalman.wordpress.com\/2014\/09\/16\/on-being-a-woman-and-a-war-historian\/<\/a>)<\/p>\n Progress comes from the inside, the narrative will change when the community changes, and we have a long way to go.<\/p>\n -Julia<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" When I was assigned this blog post: \u201cHow do we resist, in the sense of resisting the narratives you are working with, the tools you have been presented with, the challenges and biases you have faced as a student researcher\/digital scholar, and even your own research?\u201d Memories of everyone telling me I couldn\u2019t do something … <\/p>\n